Currently

The world is feeling a tad too small. There are a few matters jumping around in my head that I can't get past, so maybe that's what is contributing to how I'm feeling -and have been feeling. Everything is starting to mesh and it's making me uneasy. What is usually confined to one aspect of my day, is now running into others, and both worlds are getting themselves involved. I'm feeling anxious and irritated.

In a non-surprising way I'm starting to shut down and think dramatic thoughts. I want to quit my current seasonal job, move out of my apartment, and run.. just run until I can't think. I feel like I can't breath. To be honest, I'm not entirely sure what's been causing all of this -that's a lie. I do know what's been causing this. AND, I do know that bringing it up will only open a can of worms. So I'd rather keep my mouth shut, my head hurting, my dramatic thoughts running, and my bad moods on high. No, I don't think that's healthy and I don't think it's the best situation.. but trust, it would get a whole lot worse.

So I guess, right now all I have is venting and music. Small worlds sound like: